Today I am turning over a new leaf. I am starting a blog to write about things that interest me in a forum I can think, rehearse, and rewrite what I am trying to say until it says what I think I want it to say. I may be the only one that ever reads what I write. In fact, I would be a completely incognito blogger if I could. The possibility of others reading what I write will motivate me to be honest in what I write.
I have a full house but often find myself alone simply because everyone is busy and pursuing at work and school. I am a rather solitary person. I don't mind the time to myself. Life is good, but my conversation skills I have noticed are lacking. I thought about remedying the problem by talking out loud to myself, but I can't even remember to do that. I used to sing out loud a lot, especially in the shower, but now I have to force myself to sing. When I do sing, I find I can't remember the words to the songs or my words are so discombobulated you would think I have apraxia!
I also find that lately I have little drive to better myself or be creative. Yet, becoming and creating are what I am meant to do! So, with these factors in mind, I am hoping to rectify the situation at least in part, by motivating my mind to exercise its natural use of language. When I have a decent thought or memory I would like to peruse, I will do so here. In the process, I may find I have something to talk about.
...Until that day, this is my Conversation Decoy.
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